Damn you Carl....why do you have to be so far away for so long....really how do you expect me to have a good summer? uhg!

ten things I want to do;
1. see carl(but I guess that's not happening till summers end)
2. tubin
3. Six Flags
4. snatch that little bitch up by the pigtails and hear her squeel
5. jump off a very high point and hit any of the following; rock, sidewalk, car, a couple of people, water, ect.
6. get so fucked up that I don't remember my name.
7. say what I wanna say
8. see a couple of select people. oh yeah, maybe you're one of them.
9. go swimming in a pool.
10. simplify my life.

I fucking hate having a shitty car...or I'd be up there in like 12 hours. nope. I'm the dumbass who smashed up my cars....I deserve it, but I still hate it.

"if it wasn't me...and it wasn't you...then how did we get like this?" how did we get like this?

factors...ugh...why can't my thought be ok where I put them...I think I know what to do with them.